2nd January

This is the last saturday youth service at church. From now on only Sunday have service from 8am-10am and 10am-12pm.

I feel that no more youth service on saturday the youth cellgroups wouldn't have a chance to be united with each others anymore, and also no chance to know others members from others cells. Although we can meet others of the members on sunday but it wouldn't be easy to get to know them. But nothing i can do i just like a shadow in church no body will notice my existance anyway.

I wander if this youth service just like my church at hometown how wanderfull it will be?

Today i just miss a chance to know a new friend. We seems to wanna get to know each others because i not dare up my self to talk and the person also shy to speak with me. We just stand there look, and wait at the end we didnt even know each others name.

If the youth service have some icebreaking it will help the youths easly to know each others and can build up they relationship. Then i wouldn't be stuck in my cellgroup members only, but anyway they quite good too~ but it just sometime i have nothing to talk with them. Some of them too serius, too consentrade on they studys, and not so playful maybe this the reason i can't join in they talk.


Friends is very important in life, friends can make our life fill with colors. But where is my friends that can color up my life?? They all at hometown miss them so much, why at KL i haven't found those friends that have same channel with me?? Haizz.... my life so grey and lonely.